Not as good as I was hoping...

Drew just brought her home, Gave her her last dose of Medicine for the day, and force fed her some water. Then he left for gaming with the guys tonight. Wich he has totally earned after a roller coaster of emotion today, and having to force himself through a decision to have her put down or not.

She is weaker than I thought. I think the way Drew was talking about her, I was hoping for a more livley rat. Then When Drew left the room, she tried to wander looking for him, and it was more of a really sad stagger. I think she really wants Drew. To me she seems to have gotten worse while missing Drew, since he left. I've left her alone in the hopes that she will atleast be happier to see me when I come back, maybe get her out of her rut.